Finally Im Back

Wow. Alot has happened since my last entry. From the hectic preparation of coming here, the moving farewell from Adam and Thevin, leaving my family, starting over a life that I thought ended, and making new friends. Gosh, where to start. Hm.. Just know that everything's okay and that I think I would be okay too. Just that there are a few things I cant get out of my head.. Like..

1) Damn. Some people really have it easy. Getting RM1500 per month! And over here, thats WAAAYYYY more than enough. They can get whatever they want, and they dont even have to pay it back! Like the old saying, 'life's unfair'. But when you think back, I never had my chance. So I better just shut up and watch. I'll change the jealousy and guilt into motivation and drive. Just watch me.

2) MSU haunts me still. OMG. Eventhough Im over here. Wow. MSU truly transcends ocean and land. Memang the university of choice. Aku baru ingat aku da terlepas dari tempat tu, then lecturer microb tu msg aku kat FB marah2 aku, aduh.. Selamat ade Quod Erat Demonstratum ~ Mr J. Die yang tolong settle kan problem. LOL. Wait. Do you think thats the end of it? Hell NO. The worst thing is yet to come.

3) Merge 1 and 2. And what do you get? You get DAMN RICH STUDENTS who came FROM the SAME MSU. HAHAHA! How SCREWED UP is that? Just their presence here is taunting me. The best thing is, they now how fantastic MSU is! Out of all the places they could go to do their A levels, JPA sent them there, and now theyre here. Whatever it is, I have one of my worst nightmare come to life. Damn, that was why I didnt go to Ramayah, and in the end the same thing happens to me here.

Fate is a funny thing.

My 5

Gadis idaman aku has to be;

1. cantik
2. setia
3. fun
4. beriman
5. free hair + contact lens

Subject to change*

"sir dah lengai dengan musibah"

Alhamdulillah.. Tanpa aku sedari, aku dah semakin tabah menghadapi dugaan2 kecil yg melanda. Maybe aku diberi byk dugaan2 sblm ni sbb nk buatkan aku lebih tabah n matang menghadapi masalah. Sengatan obor2, denda MSU rm760, hilang jam tangan, tak dapat tajaan mara yet, ex aku couple laen, stress byk kerja kat msu, etc. And evn with all these things going on, aku slalu menghadapi dugaan2 kecil mcm hari ni.

1. Aku bgn lmbt hari ni, 8.20am aku bgn. Labtest kul 9am. Tak sempat nk shave. Haha.
2. Aku tgh siap2 pakai baju, cari tie, takde. Baru teringat aku tertinggal kat giant. Huhu.
3. Aku keluar dari rumah, pegang2 poket, wallet tertinggal dlm jeans. Haha.
4. Dlm lif, msg masuk. Dept Dean bg warning kat aku suruh siapkan semua keje. Haha.

Benda kecil2 je. Dulu, adela jgk affect diri aku ni. Tp lepas dah kena mcm2 musibah, aku rase makin tabah. Rasenyelah. So bile text masuk, "Sir tgh watpe?" Aku gtaw la ape jadi. Tp at the end of the my reply, "tp takpe, sir da lengai dgn musibah"

Yay me!

I Am King

I started to work at MSU on 7th of december 2009 and was assigned to teach immunology and serology. However, I never intented to stay here for long, it was just to fill the time cause I havent received my transcript yet. Eventhough its not my first time teaching, but university students and school students differ slightly. but I tried my best, and taught them the best I could without losing myself.

I did not change. I was still the same old adam. I cared, I joked, I asked, I was being me. Some of them didnt really accept me, but most of them did. Guess I have to be thankful, which I am. Anyway, its only normal for a teachers to have favourites in their class. Its not really fair, but humans are imperfect and bias is one of the flaws. So I too, have my favorite stdnt. Well, at least its not one of the seven sins. LOL.

Some lecturers favor students who are smart, some favor those who are good looking, some favor those who are hardworking. I however, favor this particular student cz we have chemistry. I cant reallt explain it, but I know its there. She's fun, funny n silly most of the time. My gadis kelantan yg bengong. =)

So I gave her a little bit more attention then the rest of the class. Hm.. Actually quite alot of attention. But never in class, dont worry. Only after office hours. She lives on the same floor as i do, so we would go for dinner sometimes. Nothing fancy. But it was fun. We would chat, flirt and kid around.

Our relationship was purely for fun. No attachments. We both know where we stand.

BUT. Me being me. I fall for people easy. Sigh.. doesnt mean that I want them and I would do whatever it takes to have them. I just.. sayang them more than i should. When her birthday came, I gave her a box of chocolates. I could have gotten her a notebook or a pen, but I got her that. That was when I knew, the symptoms are kicking in. But I know long distance relationships dont work out, and i dont want to ruin what we have now, so I kept our pace. Kalau ade jodoh tak ke mane.

Just when I thought I had things under control, she texted, "sir ade kat rumah? nak bagi mende". I was out having dinner with some frens at that time so I told her I'll text "sir kat luar ni, nanti sir da blk sir gtaw". After I reached home, I traded my baggy green T with a black T n walked over to her apartment (which was 30 steps from my own).

"Asalamualaikum".

"Waalaikumussalam. Kejap2!"

She opened the door and handed out to me a jusco bag. "Nah, ambil ni"
(she mmg like that, quite straight foward. LOL)

"Eh ape ni?" I opened the bag and took out the the gift. "Wah terima kasih" it was wrapped and tied with a gigantic ribbon. "Ape ni?"

"Adela, something special". Laughing her cute laugh.

"Eyh?" I felt liquid inside the gift. "Perfume eyh.." (I din say toilette cz I dnt wnt tht to be an issue)

"Entah, nanti buka la sendiri"

"Haha, ok." we talked for a while and then I had to go.

I reached home and the first thing i did was snap some photos. Buat kenangan. And then I opened the gift. At 1st I was careful not to tear the wrapper. Too naive. Last2 terkoyak jugak. LOL. And I was right!

I AM KING. Sean John

I called her. "Eyh mmg betul la perfume! thanx!"

"Tak taw la sir suke bau camne, tp saya suke bau camtu, macho"

And she was right, I am King has that manly smell. Gosh. My 1st proper toilette. My 1st and previous toilette was Fantasia. In pales in comparison. And it gives me headaches. LOL. I didnt expect her to get me anything. I really didnt. And its something quite personal. Me being me..

Im screwed.

Byk nye kerja!

kerja aku tak habes2. byk gile! tp taktaw knp, most of the time aku relax je, tp kdg2 bile aku fikir blk, teringat keje byk, aku jd risau plak. tp tak lame. haha. antara kerja yg perlu aku settlekn;

1. lengkapkan file teaching portfolio 4 MQA
2. settlekn claim rafi rm500
3. siapkan soalan labtest 4 microb n immuno
4. brief kan stdnt clin patho aku psl lablest
5. hantar surat tamat pengajian kelvin
6. book lab utk labtest immuno n microb
7. mark lab report n assignments
(a) immuno: 5 labs x 66 stdnts = 330
(b) microb: 4 labs x 50 stdnts = 200
(c) clin patho: 6 labs x 20 sdnts = 120
TOTAL = 650
8. buat LI report
9. ajar stdnt immuno aku dis in immunology & immunideficeiency
10. siapkan clearance

n aku kena siapkan semua ni b4 11hb! see, the kerisauan is kicking in. but after i log out, i wont even care. haha. ape la nak jadi ngn aku ni. I need therapy.

HEALTHSCIENCE-01

Aku ade byk keje sbnrnye, tp ntahla, lepas dpt berita buruk dr HR dept, aku hilang habes sume mood aku nk buat keje.

Aku nk quit 11hb dpn, so aku bg la surat resignation aku smlm, 23hb. Pg td aku pg keje, 24hb la, guard msu da lekat dh kat atm "gaji sudah masuk, atm ok" (cz atm msu mmg terbaek pny, slalu MC), aku pon nk pg la ambil gaji. sbb aku tak grad lagi, (note here im an msu graduate who finished my course in july last year), aku dpt check yg aku ambil kat HR, bkn bank in.

Aku pun pg la HR. Bt instead of getting my hard earned cheque, i end up meeting Pn Yus. Die pegang surat resign aku. In all black n grey. Long story short, she said,

"awk berhenti short notice n awk berhutang dgn msu sbyk ni (pointing on the letter-rm750.26)"

OMG. Takde budi bicara ke? Aku pnah kne dh dulu mcm ni pasal pre-reg. The smallest mistakes in msu means more money you have to pay. History repeats itself.

"so skrg ade 2 cara, awk boleh bayar duet ni, n sy akn release gaji awk"
"or awk kne kerja sampai 11hb dpn tp tak dpt gaji"

obviously i'll go for the 2nd option cz im as hell am broke nw. but,

"tp ape jaminan saya yg awk akn kerja sampai 11hb? berdasarkan pengalaman saya, lepas dpt gaji, org slalunye lari je terus"

so deal nw is, klu aku tak keje smpi 11hb, aku takleh grad (as noted b4, i hvnt graduated yet). So no graduation, no certificate. Wow. MSU mmg terbaek!

Dlm keadaan kecewa n frust, aku pun blk ke ofis. Aku pun online gne wireless FHLS, aku maen2 la try2 buka fb-blocked, onemanga-blocked, youtube-blocked, blogspot-eh, boleh plak!

Haha, tak sangka aku boleh buka blogspot plak, aku pon ape lagi, meluahkan perasaan online ar ape lg. Lepas ni kalau nmpk aku tgh khusyuk typing kt office tu, fhm2 jelah. Klu MSU acts beyond my expectations, i'll act even beyond that.

Akhir kata, aku quote Justin Timberlake n Alicia Keys

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND

Diari Seorang Cikgu III

Hari ni hari Rabu, ade contact hour. Cam meeting la antara cikgu2 ngn Pengetua. Cikgu2 laki sume duk kat blakang (standard ar), aku pun join.

Sbnrnye kat RPS ni ade 7 je cikgu laki. Cikgu Kushairi (ketua), Cikgu Azahari (jual tropicana twister), Cikgu Hazainol (suke buat lawak), Cikgu Shahrizal (kuat agama), Mr Param (ajar Kimia), TJ Pereira (buka tuisen kimia kat ipoh garden east), Cikgu Ridzuan (hensem, 26thn) ngn aku (cikgu grad biomed tp ajar ekonomi).

Sbb skolah ni skolah prmpn, so Cikgu Ridzuan ni mmg hot stuff ar kat sni. Tp, pas aku dtg je, cikgu2 laki ni mula ar panggil aku 'pesaing 1'. Haha, ade2 je. Pastu b4 meeting start, Cikgu Azahari panggil aku, 'Adam, budak2 ni suke perhatikan imej cikgu, dorg cakap hang ni smart betul la. Gaya hang, baju hang, beg hang',
'Dorg kata kat aku apa taw;


"Cikgu lipat la lengan baju, baru la smart, mcm Cikgu Adam"
"Pastu cikgu pakai la jam, cam Cikgu Adam, cikgu dah bertahun2 dah ktorg tgk tak pakai jam"


Hahaha. Pastu cikgu Azahari ckp dorg, 'Takpe, esk Cikgu buat'. Hahaha, Cikgu Azahari Cikgu Azahari....