Wow. Alot has happened since my last entry. From the hectic preparation of coming here, the moving farewell from Adam and Thevin, leaving my family, starting over a life that I thought ended, and making new friends. Gosh, where to start. Hm.. Just know that everything's okay and that I think I would be okay too. Just that there are a few things I cant get out of my head.. Like..
1) Damn. Some people really have it easy. Getting RM1500 per month! And over here, thats WAAAYYYY more than enough. They can get whatever they want, and they dont even have to pay it back! Like the old saying, 'life's unfair'. But when you think back, I never had my chance. So I better just shut up and watch. I'll change the jealousy and guilt into motivation and drive. Just watch me.
2) MSU haunts me still. OMG. Eventhough Im over here. Wow. MSU truly transcends ocean and land. Memang the university of choice. Aku baru ingat aku da terlepas dari tempat tu, then lecturer microb tu msg aku kat FB marah2 aku, aduh.. Selamat ade Quod Erat Demonstratum ~ Mr J. Die yang tolong settle kan problem. LOL. Wait. Do you think thats the end of it? Hell NO. The worst thing is yet to come.
3) Merge 1 and 2. And what do you get? You get DAMN RICH STUDENTS who came FROM the SAME MSU. HAHAHA! How SCREWED UP is that? Just their presence here is taunting me. The best thing is, they now how fantastic MSU is! Out of all the places they could go to do their A levels, JPA sent them there, and now theyre here. Whatever it is, I have one of my worst nightmare come to life. Damn, that was why I didnt go to Ramayah, and in the end the same thing happens to me here.
Fate is a funny thing.
