Its A Love Story

Aku da trlupe pasal citer ni for a few years nw, ttb hr tu teringat blk, tatau knp. Cite lame ni, time aku kecil2, maybe stndrd 6 tak pon form 1 camtu, serious tak ingat.

Aku dulu skola laki dari std 1 smpi fm5, & aku x naik bas, x pg tuition & x brkwn ngn bdk kg. So aku mmg takde kwn pmpn time kecil2. But, my mum slalu bwk ktorg pg library. Kat Ipoh ade library ktorg pnggl Lib Tambun, rsenye mmg tu kot nme die (evnthough cam jauh sket dari tambun, haha). Nwy, aku ngn adik aku yg name Nuh tu adelaa ade kat lib ni. Ttb die dtg bwk kertas pastu die ckp,

"Abg adam, ni budak perempuan kat luar tu bagi"
dulu2, kat luar lib ade stall kecil, dorg jual2 mknn ringan etc.

at 1st I din believe, i mean what does a girl want wth me kn, so i told "Mu jgn maen2"

"Takla, betul", & he hands me a piece of paper. On the ppr theres a house number (zmn tu mnde henset sgt lg, summo we were so young), & a girl's name. The sad part is, I seriously cant remember the girls name. Im willing to do anything to remember, mmg tak ingat. But Im kinda sure it starts with S. Shahida? Suhana? Ntahla. Sigh..

Aku pun ambil kertas tu, & Nuh told, "Budak perempuan kat luar tu yg bagi".

I was quite excited & alot flattered. I mean, its A GIRL! Aku mane la knal kaum hawa ni. Damn sad right. Time nak balik tu, aku usha2 la kat kaunter tu, ade budak perempuan. Free hair. But ade 2 org so I duno which 1, lgpun aku x brenti jln, so x clear sgt. Da balik rumah, mlm tu aku try call die. My heart was pumping so fast that it was kinda hurting, haha.

Then someone picked up;
me: "Asalamualaikum"
she: "Walaikumusalam"
me: "S ade?" (we just call her S since I cant recall her name)
she: "ye saye"
me: "err, saya budak yg awk bagi nombor tadi "
she: "oo, adam eyh." (guess Nuh told something before he took the number from her, some heads up would have been nice huh)
me: "a'aa"

& pastu ktorg borak2 kjap, tak ingat pasal ape, tp aku ingat 1 bende. Line die teruk GILER! I struggled to hear what she was saying. Pas 5 min camtu, we put down the phone. Seronok la obviously, but I felt kinda akward then, haha.

Eventhough I was young, aku taw jgkla spy tak nmpk desperate sgt, so esknye aku tak call, I called the next day. Tapi line tak clear jgk, so ckp kjap je. That weekend ktorg pg library lg, I jenguk2 la kat stall kat dpn tu, tp ade org dewasa je, die takde. Sedih. Aku call la after few days, tp still same, line tak clear. Then the saddest part. I LOST her number. Ade jgk try ingt2 balik a few months later, tp dpt wrong number je. But.. aku takdela sedeh sgt, cz ade number pon tak gune, cz x dengar pon die ckp ape.

Tetapi. Knowing that this person existed, made me very happy. This may sound so lame, but.. Setiap kali lepas solat mase tu, aku akn minta doa & 'wish so that S leads a happy life, eventhough she tak kenal me'. Thats y this is my 1st love story. Its somewhat imcomplete, but it made a great impact in my life.

I came a long way since then. Experienced love, lost it, & found it once again. Iv forgetten abt this for I think 3 years plus, but Im glad I still remember pieces of the story.

S. Wherever you are.. Thank you. In my heart, there will always be a place for you.

Alasan

Untuk menyedapkan hati, aku dah letakkan kat sini 5 alasan kenapa result aku agak teruk untuk 1st block:
1. sbb aku berhenti belaja sejak june last year, pastu keje since november til march, so aku da lame tak blaja. bila da kerja, momentum utk study tu da lari, so ssh nk dpt balik.
2. aku cam da tua, so otak da agak slow nk dibandingkan dgn budak2 kat sni. RAM kurang.
3. have to admit, aku tak serajin a few of the students over here. dorg cam agak terlampau rajin. sbnrnye stdnt medicine mmg kne camtu kn klu nk distinction? hope aku sedar sikit utk block 2 ni.
4. like everybodyelse, medicine cam ssh, its not like b4, so takleh la nak score cam dulu. lgpn kat sni laen ckit approach die. I hate PBL & SDL!!! Its a sneaky way of the faculty to jam a big chapter into our heads without teaching it. Quite michigan state.
5. last but not least, i need someone with me. to guide me, to motivate me, to be with me. I didnt have that person b4. now I do. naziera kuzaimah ~ sumber inspirasiku.

Hey Someone~

I never go with the wind..

Just let it flow...

~part of my girlfriend's favourite song.

yup.

thts what I said.

girlfriend.

haha, im hitched!

tak sangka you!

be happy for me, cz she loves me so very much.

so im well taken after.

she's sweet, caring & all the things a girlfriend should be.

i'll keep her as a surprise & will talk abt her bit by bit here.

i wont tell everythng abt her nw.

cz im too selfish. she's mine & mine alone.

yeah, i love her so very much too.

her name? as if you dont know..

Naziera Kuzaimah. but I call her sayang..

Naziera Kuzaimah bt Mohamad

Sebuah Kisah Sedih (part II)

Sambungan kepada cerita di blog yg sblmnye, huhu. Rasenye lepas 2 tahun cz die kuar "2 tempe tempe".

Lepas 2 tahun, ade tunjuk 1 tempe ni tgh bwk moto stop kat lampu merah, then camera zoom kat pompuan kat blkng moto tu. Nesha! Huhu. Then camera zoom bwh sikit, ade baby!! Anak sape? Bukan anak nadesha rasenye, maybe this new guy ni suami baru nesha? Rasenyela, so ni anak die? Huhu. Aku namakn suami baru die ni Salman. Then ade 1 tempe yg nampak serabai gila & mmg gila lalu kat tepi jalan. Rambut, misai die panjang tak terurus, pakai koyak rabak etc. Classic hobo. Die tgh ckap, 'ayoyoyong, ayoyoyong'. Nwy, nesha pon tgk la tempe gile ni dgn teliti. Then die nampak ade tatoo kat dada kanan hobo tu. Its nadesha!! OMG!! Pas 2 thn, nadesha da jadi org gila yg tak keruan! Nesha cam da nak pengsan atas moto, tp moto da jln, slmt die tak jatuhkan anak die, huhu.

Malam tu, nesha cam tak tahan lagi & pegi cari hobo tu (nadesha), die jerit2 cari hobo tu kat jalan mlm2. Pas bbp minit die jmpe. Die trus melutut & menangis kat situ. Die jerit nadesha, nadesha!! Nadesha da tak kenal die, die just sebut 'ayoyoyong, ayoyoyong' & tepuk2 kepala die sendiri. Tgh2 nesha tgh nangis2 ni, ttb dtg salman, bwk anak die skali. Terus lagi menangis nesha, die jerit2 nadesha2 kat suami die.

Salman tgk kat nesha, die passing kan anak die kat nesha, pastu pg kat nadesha. Mule2 aku tatau die nk buat ape, nk belasah ke ape. Then die just ambil nadesha, nesha & anak die pg tempat laen, ke rmh la kot. My God, baik gile salman ni.

& then tibe2 kuar credits!!!! I was like, what? U cant be serious. Tp mmg, die habes camtu je. Huhu. Sedeh gile kot citer ni. Tp 1 thingla, salman mmg baik gile.

Now the rational behind the names chosen:
1. nadesha : sbb last2 nesha akan jerit nadesha2, so aku conclude tula name hero.
2. nesha : sbb hero nadesha, aku bg je heroin nesha spy rhyme sikit.
3. ganesh : sbb part kat dpn shrine tu, die ade kte ganesh, so maybe name die kot.
4. kalimuthu : nama ni nama penjahat time aku darjah 3. sesuai dgn watak ni aku rse.
5. appa : rasenye bapak nesha, sbb die panggil appa, klu bkn, name die appa kot.
6. salman : dlm cte kuch2hotahai, salman khan sanggup lepaskn kajol ke shahrukh khan, aku rse die baik gile, & sesuai dgn watak ni.

PS: Rupenye name cite ni Khadav, meaning love. (thnx thevin & shangeetha)

Sebuah Kisah Sedih (part I)

Tadi aku nazy babeh balik ke manipal dari mangalore naik bas yg takde AC tp ade tv. Haha. Die pasang movie tamil aku rase. Mule2 aku tak tgk sgt, cz time tu nazy babeh tak tido lagi. Aku tringt ade parts yg hero tersalah tumbuk member die & etc. Mula2 aku malas nk tgk cz takde subtitle, so aku pun tgk2 cincai jela. Tapi bile die masuk bas cam rapid KL aku rase tertarik plak. Haha.

Aku tak faham sgt citenye, cz takde subtitle. Tp aku cuba yg terbaik utk interprete & cerita dgn teliti, so bear with me.

Mule2 ade hero ni la, aku namakan die nadesha, & heroin die nesha. So nadesha n nesha tgh dlm bas rapidIndia, dorg tgh sedeh sgt, aku tatau pasal ape. Nangis2 je dorg dlm bas. Nadesha ade lap2 air mata nesha. Pastu dorg da sampai mne ntah dorg pun turun n sambung nangis2 lagi. Nesha pun teringat time die kat rumah die, ade fmly die sume. Agak senangla family die. Aku rase skrg nadesha & nesha takde duit kot. Pastu dorg pg tgk wyg. Citer tamil gak la. Agaknye die gune duit2 terakhir die utk tgk wyg. Dlm wyg tu dorg mkn capati?? Seriously looked like capati. Ala2 popcorn, dorg mkn popcapati. Haha. Dorg stay lame dlm wyg tu smpi kne halau ngn makcik yg nk cuci wyg tu.

Esk paginye, nadesha & nesha tgh duduk2 la kat tepi jalan rsenye. Pastu kwn kpd hero ni dtg naik auto (agak excited aku ble nmpk auto kat tv sbnrnye, haha). Aku namakan kwn hero ni ganesh. Ganesh pun turun ar auto, n buka wallet die nk byr, cam byk je duit dlm wallet die. Pastu die pg jmpe nadesha & nesha. Die ckp2 skit ngn dorg & suruh dorg naik auto. Tapi nadesha cam pelik, asal ganesh ade byk duit & tnye2 mne die dpt duit. Mule2 ganesh tamau jwb, tp in the end, die jwb jgk. Agaknye die jual sumthng yg penting cz pastu je nadesha cam terharu gile ngn die, sampai ternangis2 nesha pun same.

Pada waktu yg same, ade lelaki jahat bertangan 1 & konco2 nye ni tgh cari couple hero tu. Die pg tny stp 1 tmpt yg dorg pnah pergi. Dorg siap ade tngkp 1 budak tu utk tunjuk jln. Dorg cari sampai jumpe rmh yg dulu couple tu pnah duduk. Pastu dorg sampai kat bilik nadesha, lelaki jahat bertangan 1, aku namakan je kalimuthu, jumpe gambar nadesha & ganesh time mude2. Kat blkng gmbr ade tulis ape ntah, maybe dorg adik bradik?? Tp muka dorg laen je.

Balik kpd nadesha, nesha & ganesh. Cz ganesh da ade duit, die blanje dorg extreme makeover. Dorg pg beli baju baru, (ganesh minta murah baju utk nesha, tp tauke kedai kain tu marah2), pegi salon etc. Pas da siap2 sume, nesha & nadesha pun jumpe la. Kuar la bunyi romantik kat blkng time nadesha nmpk nesha yg da lawa2. Dorg ber3 pon kuar la jln. Tatau ape hala tuju dorg.

Pastu lalu this small shrine, Lord Ganesha pny aku rase. Pastu ganesh suruh dorg kawen. Bleh eyh kawen camtu je. Mule2 dorg just tgk muke sendiri, tapi ganesh pergi letak 'pottu' merah kat dahi nadesha. Nadesha pun pakaikan kat nesha rantai kaler coklat ni. Die ikatkan kat blkng nesha. Lepas habes music romantic, dorg 22 tunduk ambil restu dari kaki ganesh. Cz die da byk gile tlng dorg kn. Mule2 ganesh cam malu2, tp last2 die pegang jgk kepala dorg. Pastu die peluk nadesha & nesha.

Time dorg tgh kawen ni, ramai gakla org yg nmpk. Pastu dorg sebut "wedding is going on", pastu ade sorg mamat kayuh basikal bwk brng2 ni nmpk dorg kawen. Pastu die dtg ckp ngn ganesh. mane bleh kawen simple2 ini macam, kawen kne grand. Aku rase la. Pastu tempe basikal call kawan die, kwn die tgh mandi ramai2 time tu. Lepas kwn die letak telefon, die shout ke 1 bangunan ade wedding. Pastu mmg best, sume org dtg prepare 4 the wedding. Dorg kumpul duit byk2, pastu siap2 wedding tu. Ade yg bwk decoration, ade yg buatkan kerusi etc.

Pastu cm besela ade menari2 yg stereotype, haha. Ganesh jadi hero mule2, die ade la buat aksi lucu dgn pakcik tua ni, pastu nadesha & nesha pun ketawa2. Lepas lame sikit baru nadesha plak menari, standard ar, hero kan. Pastu ttb nesha nyanyi lagu sedeh, agknye die terharu la dgn dorg2 ni. Pastu 1 tempe yg tak penting ni ckp, 'its a wedding, tempe tempe tempe', agaknye die kate, ni wedding kan, supposed to be happy. So wedding pon continue.

Lepas dorg kawen, da tunjuk a few days after that kot, nesha tgh masak & die tgk2 rantai coklat die tu. Nadesha keje baiki moto, okla, at last die ade keje, haha. Ganesh plak jual ape ntah kat tepi jalan. Time die tgh jual, ttb dtg kalimuthu! (Kalimuthu jumpe jgk dorg akhirnye, adoi). Pastu die cam buat ayat sedih kat ganesh, lame gakla, pastu ganesh da sedeh, die kate cukup & bwk kalimuthu pg rmh yg ade nesha. OMG! Ape da jadi ni??

Da sampai rmh tu, nesha nmpk je kalimuthu die trus peluk die nangis2. WTH?? Bukan kalimuthu jahat ke? Kompius aku tak faham. Pas die ckp2 dgn nesha, nadesha pun da balik dari bengkel, die nmpk la konco2 kalimuthu kat luar, pastu kalimuthu & nesha kuar. Nesha gtaw ape ntah kat nadesha & die setuju utk ikut kalimuthu. Aku da tak sedap hati dah, ai..

Dalam kete, konco kalimuthu yg drive & die duk sblh, dorg duk blkng. Then die dpt call dari sape ntah, ckp2 skit, mase tu nadesha da pegang tgn nesha da. Huhu, I have a bad feeling abt this. Then kalimuthu ckap2. Makin ckp, makin ketat nadesha pgng tgn nesha, n then kalimuthu bgn, tgk seat blkng pastu jerit2. Die tepuk2 tgn die yg kudung tu. Adakah nadesha yg buatkan tgn die trputus?? Ntahla. Kalimuthu mula blasah nadesha dlm kete, (so betul la kalimuthu ni jahat) terumbang-ambing gak ar kete tu. Tp kat India sume kete pun camtu.

Then da sampai kampung dorg. Aku rase kg nesha skali. Turun dari kereta je, byk gile konco2 kalimuthu tunggu kat luar. Mula2 aku ingt kalimuthu la big boss, ttb dtg plak tempe berambut hitler, aku namakan die Appa. Appa ni da tua dah, & gaya die mcm ketua kg. Nwy, appa ni marah2 nadesha cam gile, & then die ternampak rantai coklat nesha. Pastu die mula ar blasah nadesha, pakai kayu skali. Time yg same, nesha kne pukul ramai2 dgn tempe2 pompuan kat kg tu. Mmg agak kejam ar. Ade 1 makcik ni yg tlng defend die, tp tak gne jgk, ramai sgt. Ade jgk makcik ke mak nesha cz die pnggl amma-amma, die jerit2 kat nesha, & cam jerit2 kat crowd suruh blasah die lg.

Aku mati2 ingat time ni la hero tamil tu akan bangkit & skaligus blasah sume org kg & selamatkan nesha. Bolehla aku tgk aksi2 tumbuk & tendang yg tak kena badan. Bajet cam gune aura la cam DragonBall. Tapi malangnye tidak. Nadesha trus dibelasah dgn kayu, ditendang, disepak, dikneelock etc. Nesha sambil kne pukul jerit2 name nadesha, die da tak kne sgt da dgn pompuan kg tu. Nesha jerit2 la mintak dorg brenti blasah nadesha. Appa dgr, & biar nadesha kne blasah ngn konco2 die kjap & pg jmp nesha. Nesha cam ckp pls stop, i'll do anythng, rsenyela. Pastu appa ckp, kau putuskan rantai kau tu, aku lepaskan nadesha. Nadesha trdgr & ckp jgn2 kat nesha, nesha pun mule2 tamau buka.. Tp appa da ambil batu besar nk hempap kat kepala nadesha yg da ade atas tanah time tu. Nesha pun trpaksa putuskan rantai tu & campak atas tanah.

Nadesha yg ade atas tanah tu jerit2 & tutup muka, nesha plak nangis2 & tepuk2 muka die. Ade music sedeh, & ntah dari mane ade angin tiup2 tanah bile nadesha nk kutip rantai tu. Appa & org2 kg pon biarkan nadesha kat situ & bwk nesha balik. Dorg mandikan nesha, nesha cam kaku je, agknye die tgh state of shock kot. nadehsa plak jalan kuar dari kampung tu tp die jerit2 waah waah cam org gile.

Ikuti sambungan di part II..